After a 2 hour talk with Shiqi, i really know what i want and what to do next. THANKS shiqi :D

I recalled the days before we stead. If time can be like an hour glass, i will keep all those beautiful memories in the glass and flip it over and over again.I still remember the last day of school of last year.Yeesuan and me saw yongsiang at the so called late-comer square. Since it was the last day of school already, i thought of taking photo with him. DONT ask me y. He said he was bz and later he will take with me. So yeesuan and i went to have our lunch.After the lunch, yeesuan and shiqi having NPCC so i was alone sitting on the stairs to watch them. I was busily looking at the camara then i saw yongsiang and adonis at the study area. So i decided to secretly take a photo of him. BUT damn it adonis found out. I was so ps-ED so i went to the council room to "hide". I was so morose and i decided to sweep the whole council room and i left the dustpan full of dust in a corner. Yongsiang finally came to the council room. I was like OMG! But then he came in to take his bag and go home le bar. I was x'( . Anyway, i waited for him for 4 hours.

expected the unexpected.

After the talk, i found out that im revengeful, expecting a lot and i should use different angles to look at things.I hold back my tears, seriously.

I admit that i didnt really cherish you in the first 2 months and i took everything for granted. After time passed, i eventually found out that that was my biggest mistake and regret for what i did.And i know we cant go back to the past.Am i being forgiven or forgotten?

I really want to be girl who you are afraid to lose.

I really know what i want and what to do next.

Does your "i love you" have double meaning? Im trying to look things at different angle. && well, i hope it really help. I shouldnt hide anything from you & you should hide anything from me. What i really needed was for you to tell me you were always going to be their and that our love wont die out.& sometimes a girl just wants to hear that she is loved that she is beautiful & that she is needed from you. Im a tragic waiting to happen.

;& do you know that i really cant concentrate during exam.

Girl: Incase you didn't realize...my heart was just recently shattered into a thousand pieces.