Wednesday: 19th March 2oo8;

Life is just like a train. People just enter and leave like that. Some of them left a great impact after they left while some do not. Some dont even know the presence of some people while some do. Some people are just passer by(s) in their life while some are important to them. Why do they just shower their love to those who are important to them? To seek attention, or to be loved back? Sometimes people should learn how to see FAR instead of NEAR. What are the roles of some passer by(s)? To let them know that there is still a lot of people loved them or rather NO impact? It sounds confusing.

Well, people always like to wait. Wait for opportunites, wait for mircales to happen, wait for .... Why do humans like to wait? Sometimes, some things are not WORTH waiting. (however some does not) So how long do you want to wait, 1 day? 1 month? 1 year? Or even whole of your life waiting? What if there's no result or gain after waiting for so long? Actually, to be frank, im one of those people who likes to wait for a mircale to happen. HAHA. Mircales happen in 1 out of a million chances, at least there's some percentage mircale does happen? HAHA. Wishful thinking.I believe many girls have the same thinking as mine?

Back to the point, why do people likes to wait? Cause they dont have the courage to confess to the people they like. I am also ONE of the silly people(who likes to wait) HAHA~ Well, i was trapped in lot of situations in the past 7 months with my ex. Seriously,he taught me A LOT of things.

Apart from this, (just some random questions), did you ever like a guy/girl and you realise he/she likes someone else? I bet the feeling is super terrible. =( x 1oooooooooooooooooooo. When you see your loved one lovely-dovely with someone else, i bet you cant restrict yourself to scold the F word. What if you realise your friend likes the same person as you? Waht would you do? What if you feel that the guy you like is avoiding you? What if you had already confess to the one you like and she/he rejects you?

This past few days, i have been thinking about all these silly questions to myself. Sometimes, i wonder.......; "WHY DO PEOPLE LIVE?" To accomplish their "mission" and died after that? To taste the feeling of bitterness,happiness,sadness and joyness? Well, i feel that we should LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!

{I wanted to tell you,that i love you...i wanted to tell you that i care 4 you...but i won't coz i know that you will not feel the same way..to me..and i know you would just laugh at me.........i won't do it..even though it hurts me a lot inside..}