#290

Let's start off with some serious business here.

(Friday 11/7) : I wonder do u really hate me, or u are angry at that point of time with me so u wrote down somewhere and i accidentally saw it. I felt so pissed off. *arghh!* I tot u considered me as a gf of urs , if not treat me as a friend also equally good luhs! *SIGHH....!* Do you think i wanted that to happen on that day? (I t u a t o w p f t.) Wanted to see how i die? Surprisingly, i survived. I still remember the dayS i went out with you, i really enjoyed it alot (and i mean it). Luckily, XXX cant make it. And suddenly, XXX appeared in our life. *arghh* Intially, we were super good, like super glue. But XXX's appearence made our distance so far. *arghh!* Haiz. i felt that i left a super bad and deep impression on you.I hope u will see the true colour of everything, before u write anything about me and if can (indirectly) apologise to me lah! And, im not as what u describe me in the paper*. Arghh i felt that's a restriction for me to post. =/

我好累啊! 我希望在我身边的人是你. 好希望你伤心和快乐的时候, 我能在你的身边.算了,我伤害你那么多次,我懂你不可能会接受我. 所以,如果能. . . . . . . .

{To hate someone is too tiring. I gave up on you, my dear friend}