#347
(Wednesday 16th Sept) : yayy! im back. Hms, it seems like my readers are gone.But its ok! hms, it was a long time i update my blog. Firstly, time passes so fast and it seems like in a blink of an eye, its time for O lvl. I just felt that im kinda NT prepared. Dont take O lvl as an example - take the prelims. I felt that i had v bad time management cos it seems like i had to hard time to struggle to finish the reamaining questions.
I dont noe why i'd this bad feeling in me. And everything seems to be opposing me.
well, i will nt let this stuffs affect me and i really dont want to disappoint my parents who pin (high?) hopes on me?

As this saying goes : " You reap what you sow". I understood the meaning but why cant I FEEL it? Sometimes i work hard for sth but i dont get what i suppose to be rewarded? I am beginning to lost hope and faith for myself. I just hope this is a temporary feeling.

Well, i shall stop here. ='(

{Trying hard to understand you}