#359
(Saturday 2/1) :

WARNING : This is nt a pleasant post so if u think im talking about u then please leave this blog immediately.

Maybe after that incident, u might be thinking why i didnt ask u to join us to work, rite?
Here are the reasonS :

1) complain too early (we started ard 7am)
2) the pay wasnt that much (yet we had to slogged for long hours)
3) Tjm and Tian alr cfm with the auntie to work on that day
4) Why did i ask tzs come (cos he did recommend jobs for me so i had to recommend him back, rite?)
5) You are always bz

And for the rest of the working day, is auntie contacted me and wanted 1 person only.
In addition, IM nt the boss. Im nt the one who is able to ask anyone to come and work. I have to ask the Auntie rite?

So I dont noe if u are still visiting my blog. And i really hope u do so as to untangled the knots that existed in ur heart and answered all ur question. IF you think i should apologise to you, i dont mind.

To you :
I'm really sorry! And i dont want this stupid nitty gritty things to affect our 4 years of friendship and its like kinda ridiculous to end our friendship. I just want to tell u, i really treat u as a good friend and i dont noe why, u always believe that i will harm u or what. U chose nt to believe me but her. But why? I rmbed u wrote that friendship card for her,nt me. But why? These questions stuck with me for a v long time. I do jealous and i dont noe why are u doing it on purpose? but do u noe, those words hurts me a lot. And why do they hurts? cos i really treat u as my friend yet u are doing those things that really hurts me alot. Although u kept doing this, but yet i refused to nt be ur friend. I really hope u dont always pushed the blame to me but think why are u doing all this?

Probably, you just treat me as a "friend". I noe u rather trust her than me.
Hmm, maybe u can send a email/leave a offline msg to me telling me that u are nt angry with me anymore or sth.
Just want to tell you, even if u dont treat me as friend, i will still regard u as my friend.

Ok, this uplesant post will end here with a full stop.